12 May 2010

Where does my mind wander off too?

I was perusing through some of my previous posts and well I have had a lot to say dammit! But as of late, I've found myself a little amiss of expressing and sharing my thoughts. The reason being is because I have let the littlest of things bog me down. When this happens, I shut down completely and the above photo exemplifies my unnecessary behavior makes me laugh at myself - wanting to make things right by calling you out on why you've been bothering me like mad (but I never, ever do that because I'm just too damn nice, ummm, about that, right....). This must come to an end! Maintenant! I read recently somewhere... 'let's hope your moral compass is as precise in its power to distinguish subtle differences. Why? Because there will be no easy black-versus-white decisions to make in the near future; no simple, foolproof way to determine the distinctions between good and bad. I recommend that for now you give up hope of achieving utter certainty, and instead celebrate the refined pleasures of nuanced, complicated truth.'

Well that puts me right back to square one again, doesn't it now? Well, perhaps. I am quite aware that I need to let go of such nuanced, complicated truths: still, it doesn't mean I have to accept or even like them. Just keep them away from me is all I ask. Last night, Steven was like 'O honey, you've got to take big deep breathes in and relax.' So I did (the guy knows me so well). I enjoyed a walk through the SW park blocks market today and mowed down on a falafel sandwich. Tomorrow, we're off to Wildwood for a business luncheon that so happens to be one of my favorite restaurants.

I do have a question for you though, have you ever eaten Mexican style corn? I never heard of it until today and now am very curious as to what grilled corn on the cob with mayonnaise slathered on top and sprinkled off with cayenne pepper tastes like?
I'm sort of craving this DEliciousness right now? Who doesn't love mayo with anything is a traitor to me! haha!

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I'm totally with you on the mayo, dude! Had a dream about six flags last night.

fRECKles

natalie said...

what about White Water! xo xo