i like to stretch things... from one topic to the next... i'm good like that ;)

is it just me or does it feel like there is more chaoes in the world than usual. bomb threats at local colleges, rapes, deaths may they occur by natural causes or completely happen unnecessarily??? more than usual. yes, there definately is. its odd to me how there can be so much sadness in this world. we have so little of it to begin with that its spent by finding ways to beat one another to a pulp! ugh! i have been there but not by my own consent. i've somehow bumped into these deceitful individuals who find a way to hurt and pain me to no end. what have i learned is that words mean nothing. this 'war of words' battle among the government, etc... have no credibility in my book anymore. you must DO in order to win me over. actions speak louder than words. my dear roommate, Amy, back in the ATL taught me that. i feel as though i am rambling now. i JUST turned the local news off. i'm tired. tired of hearing about all this mayhem! as i was walking home from work today, i found myself cursing underneath my breath everytime i saw a waud of lugi spit on the ground. it felt as though i was walking through my own landmine, landmines full of lugis. i feel as though writing a letter and getting my point somewhat across how this absolutely repulsive display of removing something so vile from one's body should be made illegal! ;) almost home, i looked up and saw a raunchy poster stretched wide facing me from a second story window. i looked at it and thought to myself, real nice, real nice. the life and times... they have changed haven't they? i still stand tall. throughout the muck that is out there and all that might try to take me down just to get pure enjoyment out of it has got another thing coming. i take NO prisoners and that is just that! here's to all of you that want to live the good life - keep it up, don't EVER let anyone take you down!