31 March 2006

spring break

swallowed in the depths of edacious Time. [edacious \ih-DAY-shuhs\, adjective: given to eating; voracious; devouring].


give me what i deserve. how do you know what i deserve? you don’t. you just don’t. don’t think. if everyone thought like this, no one would fall in love. and the word [deserve] can vary in appellation. dear _____, i have found myself again and love the person i am [and always was]. who watched smallville last nite? even in TVland people make for a clean break. to me, it’s a sign of weakness and who are you to protect me: protect me from what? i can hold my own. the pact i have made with myself is never to put my trust [again] in the wrong person. that has always been a problem of mine. reject that who can’t do the same for me. at least, i know now to follow my gut. simple as that. deep thoughts for a Friday but they are what they are.

i'll post more on sunday. off to the bean this pm. the brazen bean, that is...

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